~*Chibi's Journal*~

Jory was born! October 29th~


I am now officially the happiest person in the world ^_^

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Well my mother is no longer living with us! Woot! Only took 1 year and almost 3 months o_o My friend Megan is here which is cool since I hadn't seen her in years and years! Its been rather fun and hectic lately.. septic tank decided it was its time to go... so suddenly we have to pull 2.5k outta the air! Fortunatly that was accomplished, now we wait on the permit for them to rip my yard apart ^_^ But the good thing is when everything is said and done.. we will be able to use the toilet!

So our friend Cory messaged us online the other day, saying he his roomates were basically ditching him, and wanted to know if we needed a roomate.. well of course we said yes lol So he is going to be moving in by the end of the month. Ahh things never slow down do they? Anyhow.. been reading alot of manga lately and getting excited about the upcoming holidays. I have to go now though, my kitten is yelling at me to throw her little brush.. shes an odd thing, likes to play fetch with a little blush brush o_O

Bye bye~

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

I saw a picture of someone that I haven't thought of or seen in a very long time, and it was an odd feeling. Ever have that happen? An old friend, lover etc suddenly appears before you, may it be in person or a photo, and its as if the air is sucked out of the room? Suddenly all sorts of warm happy memories flood over you and its very overwhelming. Hearts and feelings are tricky things.

Things have been the same here. Although I was plesantly surprised this morning when I was woken up by my mother with breakfast in bed, prepared all pretty on a tray. Although she woke me up after only 3 hours of sleep. So half of me was irritated and cranky as I am after practically no rest, but the other part of me was happy.

I find that happening alot when it comes to my mother still living here. Sometimes she does nice things like that and I think "Aw, I love my mother" and then other times (unfortunatly more frequent then the good times) I feel like ripping out my hair and stabbing something.

Im not sure what her plans are to get a place. Although I pray something happens fast. I miss prancing about in my underwear >_> Mostly I just miss having my home to myself. I mean cmon, if you paid $1200 a month in mortgages, wouldn't you want to enjoy all of your home and not have to settle for less than half? I thought so.

One of my cats kittens died. Of course it died in my hands. Always seems to work out that way. I tried everything to save it, but in the end it died. When something so little and helpless just passes away right before your eyes, it really hurts bad. I felt like someone stabbed me in the chest and took a while to recover. I burried it, and made it a little tombstone, giving it the name Modore, which in japanese means return. Enh...

Ive been playing alot of WoW lately. The expansion Burning Crusade came out, and I was in the race to 70 along with everyone else, and managed to make it about 4 days ago. I felt rather proud, although now Im in the grind to 5000 gold for an epic flying mount. >_<

Ive felt rather restless lately, like I want or need to do something. I know Im lonely, I have no friends here. And the sadder part is, in this whole world I can count on one hand how many friends I have. I think the number stands at 2 actually... And theyre both miles and miles away, living their own lives. Im happy about that, but I remember in the past having people I cared about close to me, and all the fun times and craziness there was and can't help but really miss all of that.

Anyhow, Ill stop boring everyone to death ;) Hopefully Ill remember to post now and again ^^

I haven't posted in just about forever. For good reason though. Ive been extremely busy. I don't think I ever truly appreciated how hectic parents/adults get durring the holidays. That is, until this year. Try going shopping every single day for over a month straight. Despite the fact that I -love- shopping, it's very difficult to keep it up like that.

Thanksgiving was good, had yummy food etc. And with Thanksgiving came my mother's fiance, who... is now living here as well. -_-; So now we have 7 people living in my house, which is a huge strain on my nerves and everything. I have nightmares almost daily. *sigh*

On top of all of this, my little cat Ai got out one day, for a full day straight. It was of course Tom's fault, but it was an accident. My mother had decided to clean out our SELF CLEANING oven by spraying oven cleaner in it and turning it on self clean.... which of course filled the entire house with a toxic fume that made your eyes want to stab themselves to death and your lungs to run away. So we opened the front door while I was standing there, and put our fireplace screen in front of the door. When I went back inside I closed the door and took the screen away, but Tom in all of his geniousness decided to re-open the door while no one was there. Needless to say my little cat got out since she was in heat and its the only time she likes to run away (Damned you local vets for not having appointments EVER!). So now it looks like she is pregnant too. So thats.. 7 people, 4 cats and a bunch of kittens on the way. Whats next?

Christmas was great though. Got alot of awesome gifts starting with the biggest bestest of all, a brand new computer XD It has... a dual video card, 2.6 gig dual core processor, 2 gigs of ddr2 ram, 20 in widescreen monitor, among many other things. I built the thing myself and I am rather proud. With the new computer I got a new desk that is AWESOME! And a brand new computer chair since mine was on its last legs (No pun intended). Christmas I got a PS2, Guitar Hero 2, this chair thing called Icush or something, Kenshin dvd boxset series, A hello kitty diamond necklace, two pairs of slippers for my 4 feet o_O; a really nice robe, an Ipod and I forgot what else ^_^

Phil and Tom made out really well too =) I tried to give them a good christmas despite all the stress we have on a daily basis.

Anywho, time to clean up a bit =D

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Anyone have Animal crossing Wild world for DS and wants to play over the net with me =O Let me know ^_^ Just got it set up with my Wireless router and I want to have someone visit! ^_^

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Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.
Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in everything you do.
When she crys do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.
Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie.
KISS HER FOREHEAD.
Give her the world.
Write her letters.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
And when you do tell her.. Love her like you never loved before.


Somehow that whole paragraph seems rather stupid, but I thought it was cute none the less.

Well, where should I begin? Not sure if I wrote about how Tom's friend Phil moved in or not, so Ill mention that. I love having him here :) Its a long story.. I don't really have the patience at the moment to get into it.

Somehow or another I ended up getting into this thing where Im going to quit smoking. I went cold turkey for a day, but I couldn't handle it after the boys left for work. *sigh* I am a very weak woman.. So, Ive decided to go and buy some patches. I WILL quit smoking, I don't care what I have to do. I know Im weak, I know I keep having relapses, but I -will- quit. I have to.. for him. And for me. Bleh..

Somehow I will be my own undoing.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
7. Describe me in one word:
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Well I started smoking outside since I moved into the house in order to slow down and eventually quit. Which is acctually working. But sometimes when Im sitting out there bugs come along. I have a huge fear of bugs, especially bees since Im allergic to them. Well theres one particular bee that comes around this time in the afternoon that I have to get a picture of when Im not running away in fear. The thing is.. well hes like this big

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Which is honestly a huge fucking bee in my book. You can hear him coming from like 30 feet away from you thats how loud he is. And he likes going for my hair... So generally I run out into my yard, looking like a maniac, and then dash for my door.. always locking it.. >_> I realized this today and thought, why am I locking out the bee? I know hes big but he can't possibly open the damned door x_x; I just thought that was amuzing and that I'd share it with ya'll =)

(Edit: I just realized when I drew in the bee size it reduced it when I acctually posted, so I think I fixed that.. >_>)

Just read back to some of my bigger posts and the comments on them and saw all the posts all of you made and I got all wishy washy T_T I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

I just sat down with Miyu, been trying to give her alot of TLC, and I was moving my hair on the floor and she attacked it.. she attacked my hair and it made me so happy that I started crying. And she came to me when I called her. Its a start.. but shes going to be ok. Im so happy T_T

Alright so its not my greatest idea yet, Im keeping my GREATEST idea secret since.. well everyone likes to steal my ideas, right down to Snow-caps in your popcorn.. (Long story). Anyhow, Spam filters for your dreams! Tired of seeing people/things/places in your dreams but just can't avoid it? DREAM-FILTER! Will block out any little thing you no longer want to see forever!

Bleh, sorry. Idea came when I had yet another dream about a certain individual that I would sooner like to eat shit than see him more or less. Oh well. For the most part I have very plesant dreams about my handsome prince charming =D 1@/\/\3!

Well my cat seems to be getting a little better. Shes acctually eating on her own now and getting around a little better. And she acctually gets a little excited when she sees me coming with her VERY expensive food. Problem now is getting her to eat the kind of stuff that doesn't cost your soul to buy. But thats another hurdle, another day. Im happy about that though, (her feeling better, not the hurdle) and not freaking out everytime shes too still. Everytime she would sleep too peacefully Id freak out and poke her x_@ I felt kind of cruel but I wanted to make sure she was alive! How morbid..

Anyhow.. lesse, I think my health problems are finally coming to some sort of light. Talked with a friend of mine the other day after reading somethings she wrote about a medical condition she found out she had, which had the same symptoms Ive been having for years and years now and its kind of making sense. I won't really know for sure for a little bit but at least I might have an idea.

Been playing more WoW lately. Acctually started leveling my hunter again and PVPed alot this week. God I kick so much ass. If you play WoW, I can cream your ass no matter what class you are. Cuz I pwn just that much =) Working on getting a pair of these sweet purple daggers at the moment but theyre a bit pricey so it'll be a while. Went on a raid (Sortaish) yesterday and had alot of fun. Im glad I got into this new guild since theyre.. well.. an acctual guild whereas my old guild was just me and Tom >_>;

Enough about WoW :P I dont think I mentioned it but I got a new HD for my birthday (<33 Michael) so now I have about.. 450 gigs of space total. Which most people hear that and think damn I could never EVER fill that up. But you wouldn't say that if you knew what I did with my computers X_X; I can honestly fill up 250 gigs of space in maybe a month. If Im really trying lol. But its nice having the extra drive since sometimes I abuse my computer so much I end up having to format and yadayada, and I really HATE backing up 200+ gigs of shit. Its acctually led me to be a bit more organized and whatnot when downloading so Im happy. Now my videos and music arent scattered about with filenames like 99834vidxx2dvifrui1_bas_su.avi lol.. Now someone besides me can sit down and go 'Wow I can acctually look at your docs and understand what Im looking at!'

Enh, beyond all that not much going on. I dont get cell signal out here which blows ALOT, so I feel really cut off from the world and its depressing and stressful. Ive been sleeping alot, but Im still really tired. Ahh well, anyhow. Going to jump on WoW or something. Ill write again later~

P.S. - Sorry for the long post =D

So.. my cat is like dieing.. >_> Remember Miyu? The adorable little kitten I had to have and managed to get? Well its her. Somethings wrong with her liver apparently, from what the vet said. Shes really listless lately and wont eat and I dont know what to do. We're supposed to force feed her and give her the antibiotics, and its still really bad though, since she wont even walk to the litter box, I have to put her in it. So yea.. not really happy bout that. Plus we're like poorish right now, with this move and all. All of the fucking deposits then the Uhaul and my MOM so yea.. >_< *sigh* Oh well

I did however have something good happen to me this morning. I woke up and went outside for a cig (Yes I smoke outside now, yes it really sucks) and on my doorstep was a pretty little basket. There was all kinds of little foods and whatnot in it with a card that said welcome to the neighborhood =D I thought that was really sweet. Ill have to get them a thank you card.

Well, thats about all thats going on, and its time for me to shove more food down my poor cats throat so Ill post again later.

Lol.. Ok let me explain this subject.

Obviously I just bought a house. Well, the garage of this house was converted into 3 rooms, one gigantic room that is supposed to be a den. Ok well thats cool since Garages suck. Anyhow, I was looking at the little light switch panel in the den. Didn't like the way it was not only slanted BUT there was like a giant gap between the panel and where the wall was, the dude who lived here before apparently cut the hole for the wiring too big :P Morons. Anyhow, so I grabbed a screwdriver.. and took off the panel.. Nothing too shocking yet, looked very badly done but then I decided to pull the little metal houses out away from the wall a bit. What falls onto the ground?! Well a ton of little pieces of stryofoam of course! Nice insulation job, noob. And then I look a little closer.. what is that orange thing I see?! A PENCIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A PENCIL!!!!!!!!! He used a pencil as a spacer!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im going to take that pencil out and stab him in the eyes whenever I find this moron. -_- I have my work cut out for me...

Ok so, Im sure most of you know (Or dont, whatever :P ) It was my birthday April 2nd.. I didnt get a card from my own Father but.. today in my mail box is a birthday card from people.. IVE NEVER EVEN MET!!! I dont know ANYONE, especially anyone within a 100 mile radius of myself. Either Im having a huge brain fart or.. Like I suspect, I really dont know these people but they decided to randomly send me a happy birthday card x.x; Anyhow, Mr. Ed and Heather, if youre out there.. Thanks x_@